spinning

Do you ever have moments where you heartbreaking-ly miss everyone? Its so overwhelming. I am laying here thinking about all my friends, all my memories. How I miss so so may people, so many people I love. It is truly crazy how quick time passes; TIME FLIES, as you hear many people young and old say. AND here I am. feeling like everything is rapidly spinning, spinning so fast. I want to live with all my friends, I want to see them and to make more memories. To come home from a long day at work and too drown a bottle of wine laughing on the couch. To go out on the weekends and to make out with this boy or that boy and to tell your friends about it the next morning. To be 22 but act as if we are 16 when it comes to boys and love. To swallow every last message. Maybe you can always be youthful in some way and maybe it truly involves just letting the world spin but knowing what bring you down to Earth; knowing what holds you still while everything is spinning.

DONT COMPROMISE YOURSELF, YOU ARE ALL YOU'VE GOT - JANIS JOPLIN